In weakness...

In weakness, He gives me strength.
When I am strong it can be easy to claim it as my own
no, it is moments like these where I see that everything;
the very breath I breathe is a gift.
In this moment, it is so strange
to not have strength to run, and to go through a normal day
I am so utterly weak! all I can do is whisper His name
All I can do is be still.
and as I wait upon Him
He is restoring my soul
the parts that have been lost, stolen, broken, damaged, or given away

Christ' love covers all things
Christ' love forgives all sins
Christ' love heals all things

Broken, I have finally been able to pour out tears
the waterfall could not stand to be dammed any longer
in the past seven days I have cried more than the past seven years combined!
Tears of joy, pain, depth of feeling, movement of the Spirit.
For so long I couldn't release that stream that flows from the heart.

I am weak and I am sick
but I am receiving a different kind of healing
from the inside out.
I give God praise, even in my weakness

  "Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;  perseverance, character; and character, hope.  And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us."  ~Romans 5:3-5